I'm watching the Miss American pageant. After Clay finished his performance, it got damn boring. I used to enjoy these shows so much as a child for some inexplicable reason. Holy crap, I'm anxiously awaiting the talent part to lift this show out of its black hole of boring-ness.

Anyway, I had a huge rant and ponder-ment about musicians and elitism, but I'm really just too lazy to write all about it, and the results of its writing would have been fruitless anyway.

On another note, I have a weird pain at the side of my mouth that feels oddly like a cavity. But you know how people always say that sucking air into a cavity will produce a sharp pain? I've been sucking air into that area of my mouth, but there's no sharp pain.

Argh...Miss America = BORING! I'd change the channel, but I'm taping it for Jenn.

So I went out for that crew call for the Vanier College productions thing on Wednesday. It was actually really fun; the people I met were really amusing, and made me remember how much I missed being part of an ensemble. But I certainly hope that I'll at least be called for most of the stuff this year, because I really need some kind of extra curric to do. Vick got called back for the improv troupe, which was kind of disappointing for him, since there are only 4 spots available for improv, but if he doesn't get in, at least I'll have some company on crew.

I was talking about being a theatre major w/ him, and I came to a realization that I probably have nowhere near the dedication and drive that one needs to succeed in theatre. But I think I'll audition for the program anyway. If I don't get in, I won't be any worse off than I was before. Except, I will be worse off because then I truly won't know what I want to do. Argh. The powers that be are definitely working against me now.

One of the guys I was talking with on Wednesday said something about how he auditioned for the theatre program last year, and they rejected him right on the spot. But this guy is good. I witnessed a text reading he did and still can't understand why he didn't make it. I'm just worried that that'll be the story of my life, lol....

Hey, people: When I get out of school and decide to be a struggling actor, can I mooch off of y'all? Thanks, much appreciated ;)

:: Emily 12:52 AM [+] ::